, make damn sure .

[kc]

KEGAN RICHARD COURTLAND



THERE'S SOMETHING INSIDE ME THAT PULLS BENEATH THE SURFACE. CONSUMING, CONFUSING. THIS LACK OF SELF CONTROL I FEAR IS NEVER ENDING. CONTROLLING, I CAN’T SEEM TO FIND MYSELF AGAIN. MY WALLS ARE CLOSING IN. WITHOUT A SENSE OF CONFIDENCE, I’M CONVINCED THAT THERES JUST TOO MUCH PRESSURE TO TAKE.




&practically family; friday night beneath the stars in a field behind your yard
&best of the best; you and i are paintin' pictures in the sky and sometimes
&attached at the hip; we don't say a thing just listen to the crickets sing
&childhood friends; everything i need is right here by my side and i know
&inner circle; everything about you i don't wanna live without you i'm only up
&best; when you're not down don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground it's
&good; like no matter what i do well you drive me crazy half the time the
&average; other half i'm only trying to let you know that what i feel is true
&first name basis; and i'm only me when i'm with you just a small town boy
&party buddy; and girl livin' in a crazy world tryin' to figure out what is and
&drinking buddy; isn't and isn't true and i don't try to hide my tears my secrets
&partner in crime; or my deepest fears through it all nobody gets me like
&secret friends; you do and you know everything about me you say that
&forbidden friends; you can't live without me i'm only up when you're not down
&enemies turned friends; don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground it's like
&just met; no matter what i do well you drive me crazy half the time the other
&acquaintance; half i'm only trying to let you know that what i feel is true
&heard of you; and i'm only me when i'm with you when i'm with anybody else
&heard of me; its so hard to be myself only you can tell that i'm only up
&friends with benefits; when you're not down don't wanna fly if you're still
&future friend; on the ground it's like no matter what i do well you drive me
&new friend; crazy half the time the other half i'm only trying to let you know
&used to be friends; that what i feel is true and i'm only me who i wanna be




&i want you dead; i'm in the business of misery let's take it from the top she's
&you want me dead; got a body like an hourglass it's ticking like a clock it's
&hardcore hatred; a matter of time before we all run out when i thought he
&enemies based on alliance; was mine she caught him by the mouth I waited
&friends turned enemies; eight long months she finally set him free I told him
&backstabber; i couldn't lie he was the only one for me two weeks we caught
&jealousy; on fire she's got it out for me but i wear the biggest smile whoa i
&i dislike you; i never meant to brag but i got him where i want him now whoa
&you dislike me; it was never my intention to brag just steal it all away from
&scared of me; you now but god does it feel so good cause i got him where
&scared of you; i want him now and if you could then you know you would
&i annoy you; cause god it just feels so it just feels so good second chances
&you annoy me; they don't ever matter people never change once a whore
&rivalry; you're nothing more i'm that'll never change and about forgiveness
&family rivalry; we're both supposed to have exchanged i'm sorry honey but
&mind games; i'm passin up now look this way well there's a million other girls
&spreading rumors; who do it just like you looking as innocent as possible to
&physical fights; get to who they want and what they want they like it's easy
&verbal fights; if you do it right well i refuse i refuse i refuse whoa i never
&heard bad things about you; meant to brag but ig ot him where i want him
&heard bad things about me; now whoa it was never my intention to brag just
&enemies with benefits; steal it all away from you now but god does it feel so
&used to be enemies; good cause i got him where i want him right now and if




&final; remember those walls i built wellbaby they're tumbling down and they
&married; didn't even put up a fight they didn't even make a sound i found a
&engaged; way to let you in but i never really had a doubt standing in the light
&in love with me; of your halo i got my angel now it's like i've been awakened
&in love with you; every rule i had you breakin it's the risk that i'm takin i ain't
&mutual crush; never gonna shut you out everywhere i'm looking now i'm
&crush on me; surrounded by your embrace baby i can see your halo you
&crush on you; know you're my saving grace you're everything i need and
&lust; more it's written all over your face baby i can feel your halo pray it won't
&flirting; fade away i can feel your halo i can see your halo hit me like a ray of
&ex good; sun burning through my darkest night you're the only one that i
&ex bad; want think i'm addicted to your light i swore i'd never fall again but
&childhood romance; this don't even feel like falling gravity can't forgert to
&one night stand; pull me back to the ground again feels like i've been
&fuck buddies; awakened every rule i had you breakin the risk that i'm takin
&fleeting glances; i'm never gonna shut you out everywhere i'm looking now
&physical attraction; i'm surrounded by your embrace baby i can see your
&forbidden lovers; halo you know you're my saving grace you're everything
&secret lovers; i need and more it's written all over your face baby i can feel
&i adore you; your halo pray it won't fade away i can feel your halo i can see
&you adore me; your halo everywhere i'm looking now i'm surrounded by
&mutual admiration; your embrace baby i can see your halo you know your
&obsession; my saving grace you're everything i need and more it's written




&mother; you've got this new head filled up with smoke i've got my veins all
&father; tangled close to the jukebox bars you frequent the safest place to
&sister; hide a long night spent with your most obvious weaknesses you
&brother; start shaking at the thought you are everything i want cause you
&grandmother; are everything i'm not and we lay we lay together just not
&grandfather; too close too close how close is close enough we lay we lay
&aunt; together just not too close too close i just wanna break you down so
&uncle; badly while i trip over everything you say i just wanna break you
&cousin; down so badly in the worst way my inarticulate store bought
&other family; hangover hobby kit it talk it says 'you oh you are so cool'
&mentor; scissor-shaped across the bed you are red violent red you hollow
&mentee; out my hungry eyes you hollow out my hungry eyes and we lay
&trust; we lay together just not too close too close how close is close enough
&shoulder to cry on; we lay we lay together just not too close too close i
&teacher; just wanna break you down so badly well i trip over everything
&student; you say well i just want to break you down so badly in the worst
&mixed feelings; way i'm gonna make damn sure that you can't ever leave
&stalker; no you won't ever get too far from me you won't ever get too far
&respect; from me i'll make damn sure that you can't ever leave no you
&employee; won't ever get too far from me you won't ever get too far from
&employer; me i just wanna break you down so badly well i trip over
&guardian angel; everything you say well i just wanna break you down so
&hero; badly in the worst way i'm gonna make damn sure i just wanna

[kc]

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[kc]

TARAK ACOSTA
seventeen || senior || cold

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&practically family; friday night beneath the stars in a field behind your yard
&best of the best; you and i are paintin' pictures in the sky and sometimes
&attached at the hip; we don't say a thing just listen to the crickets sing
&inner circle; everything about you i don't wanna live without you i'm only up
&first name basis; and i'm only me when i'm with you just a small town boy
&party buddy; and girl livin' in a crazy world tryin' to figure out what is and
&drinking buddy; isn't and isn't true and i don't try to hide my tears my secrets
&partner in crime; or my deepest fears through it all nobody gets me like
&mentee; out my hungry eyes you hollow out my hungry eyes and we lay
&trust; we lay together just not too close too close how close is close enough
&respect; from me i'll make damn sure that you can't ever leave no you
&employee; won't ever get too far from me you won't ever get too far from
&guardian angel; everything you say well i just wanna break you down so
&hero; badly in the worst way i'm gonna make damn sure i just wanna

dear KC,

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Me and KC go back, back to when he first recruited me. I was just a stupid git bullying other kids, starting fights, even when I was outnumbered, and stealing just to get by. He helped me out of my slump, gave me a family and a way for me to provide for my other family. Times don't have to be hard if you've got a way. He's the big brother I never had, someone to watch my back and someone to party with. He shares my low opinion on women; as it should be, they're only here one reason anyway. I'm glad he wouldn't be afraid to plug someone if they were a threat to me, and I'd do the same for him.

yours truly TARAK.[/FONT][/color]

dear TARAK,[/FONT]

Yeah Tarak is family besides Micah he’s the only family I have left. I would die for this kid, which is why I trust him so damn much. I was the one who got him into the gang, I gave this kid his first gun, I made him my VP and when I finally get my fucking head blown off he’s going to be the one to lead. I don’t remember how we met exactly all I know is that he was fighting some kids and I jumped in. We tore them the fuck apart and afterwards I told him to look me up if he needed anything. Don’t know why I said it and I sure as hell don’t know why he came around but he did and we’ve been cool since then. Like I said before I got into the gang life and I helped shape him to be the man he is today. Maybe I shouldn’t be too proud of that seeing as how the kids kinda fucked up but I like him. He’s a good guy. If we weren’t so damn fucked up I could actually say this guy would wind up as my best man down the road. But me and him both know we ain’t making it that far in life. So he’s family, he may not be blood but he’s family. He’s like – no better yet he is a brother to me.

yours truly KC.[/FONT][/color]

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TARAK ACOSTA
seventeen || senior || cold[/color]


&practically family; friday night beneath the stars in a field behind your yard
&best of the best; you and i are paintin' pictures in the sky and sometimes
&first name basis; and i'm only me when i'm with you just a small town boy
&party buddy; and girl livin' in a crazy world tryin' to figure out what is and
&drinking buddy; isn't and isn't true and i don't try to hide my tears my secrets
&partner in crime; or my deepest fears through it all nobody gets me like
&mentee; out my hungry eyes you hollow out my hungry eyes and we lay
&respect; from me i'll make damn sure that you can't ever leave no you
&hero; badly in the worst way i'm gonna make damn sure i just wanna


dear KC,[/FONT]
Me and KC go back, back to when he first recruited me. I was just a stupid git bullying other kids, starting fights, even when I was outnumbered, and stealing just to get by. He helped me out of my slump, gave me a family and a way for me to provide for my other family. Times don't have to be hard if you've got a way. He's the big brother I never had, someone to watch my back and someone to party with. He shares my low opinion on women; as it should be, they're only here one reason anyway. I'm glad he wouldn't be afraid to plug someone if they were a threat to me, and I'd do the same for him.
yours truly TARAK.[/FONT][/color]

dear TARAK,[/FONT]
first person here.
yours truly KC.[/FONT][/color]

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[SIZE=1][color=teal]seventeen || senior || cold[/size][/color]
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[size=0][color=cc6600]&[color=white]practically family;[/color] friday night beneath the stars in a field behind your yard[/color]
[color=b96613]&[color=white]best of the best;[/color] you and i are paintin' pictures in the sky and sometimes[/color]
[color=386694]&[color=white]first name basis;[/color] and i'm only me when i'm with you just a small town boy[/color]
[color=2566a7]&[color=white]party buddy;[/color] and girl livin' in a crazy world tryin' to figure out what is and[/color]
[color=1366b9]&[color=white]drinking buddy;[/color] isn't and isn't true and i don't try to hide my tears my secrets[/color]
[color=0066cc]&[color=white]partner in crime;[/color] or my deepest fears through it all nobody gets me like [/color]
[color=6666ff]&[color=white]mentee;[/color]  out my hungry eyes you hollow out my hungry eyes and we lay[/color]
[color=46a7be]&[color=white]respect;[/color] from me i'll make damn sure that you can't ever leave no you [/color]
[color=33cc99]&[color=white]hero;[/color] badly in the worst way i'm gonna make damn sure i just wanna[/color][/size]

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[size=2][font=arial black][color=white]dear KC[COLOR=TEAL],[/color][/SIZE][/FONT]
[SIZE=1][COLOR=TEAL]Me and KC go back, back to when he first recruited me. I was just a stupid git bullying other kids, starting fights, even when I was outnumbered, and stealing just to get by. He helped me out of my slump, gave me a family and a way for me to provide for my other family. Times don't have to be hard if you've got a way. He's the big brother I never had, someone to watch my back and someone to party with. He shares my low opinion on women; as it should be, they're only here one reason anyway. I'm glad he wouldn't be afraid to plug someone if they were a threat to me, and I'd do the same for him.[/color][/size]
[size=2][font=arial black]yours truly TARAK[COLOR=TEAL].[/color][/SIZE][/FONT][/color]

[color=white][size=2][font=arial black]dear TARAK[COLOR=TEAL],[/color][/SIZE][/FONT]
[SIZE=1][COLOR=TEAL] first person here.[/color][/size]
[size=2][font=arial black]yours truly KC[COLOR=TEAL].[/color][/SIZE][/FONT][/color]

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